haiz... i noe why i mood swing these few daes liao.. becoz my da yi ma cum to visit me lerx.. lolx...
haiz.. ytd learn er hu.. learn oni 4 notes.. so la ti high do... although 4 oni.. but its hard... haiz.. muz practice more liao...
den todae after lecture went to wrk lor.. this is juz like every wk's routine.. so ... quite boring la..
den heard frm tina tat sharon dun really like me.. so got to watch out in doing things.. dun make any mistakes.. haiz.. if she dun like me of course will pick on me de ma... i think i better search for other company ba.. i hvnt call levis yet.. mayb tmr afternoon ba...
and my projects are really piling up.. but i really gt no mood to sit down and settle them one by one... tutorial qns are still ok.. but projects.. abit sick of it liao...
n just now.. actually wanted to ask kaiyan whether tmr nite wanna go watch da vinci code... but hu noes she is hapily enjoying herself at k box now.. and when i asked her whether tmr nite she is free.. she str away sae no. and sae wad, find her muz have advance booking...
den i sort of quarrel with her la.. becoz i told her tat i oso very busy but when she ask me go out oso no nid advance booking... den she sae she din have the intention to ask me out in the fes place...fine lor... i will rmb wad she said todae..
haiz... my life is getting worse and worse... i feel tat thr is something in me tat pple dun like... and makes me feel so lonely...
i wonder when will my bdae wish be granted...
*if the world hates me,den i shall not stay in the world*
