hmm... how to describe my feelings thiese few daes... quite mood swing la..
ytd went airport after sch finishes .. to meet amelia.. so happie to see her.. after all she is someone tat understands me... and is fair in judgement.. becoz she is oso a libra... hahah!!
have a very gd chat wif her..coz quite long nv see her liao.. and yah... wad i have guessed is correct, sinsing asked her if she noe tat i am angry with her... so amelia asked me , and i told her... yah....i was angry wif sinsing... but actually nt angry lor.. i juz dun feel like toking to her at this moment.. i have no rights to be angry, becoz after all david is juz a fren of mine... he is nt my bf... whr gt rights to be angry...haiz.. anyway.. ytd we had a very delicious dinner at sakae sushi..
den todae... haiz.. even worse.. gt no mood to go for lessons at all... see my classmates i felt so left out.. they are all noe how to make themselves nice and presentable... whereas i am juz disgusting, badlooking... nobody bothers to even talk to me...
sometimes i wonder wad is the problem with me.. very very big problem, but i cant figure it out...nth in life is smooth... frenz... relations.. family..
everything is just not right... but it seems right to others... i seem cheerful to others.. i seem happy the others... and i am a burden to myself...
tmr will be a better day...
