okay...today i suppose to wrk morning shift... and tracie came to find me .. den we did a very last min thing... we decided to go k ... haha!! so i tell my seniors tt i not feeling well.. wanna go hm rest... haha!! haiz... so bad... so i wrk until 2plus i left liao...
shit man... y today the perosn on afternoon shift... haiz... spoil my mood... hope that person tmr is afternoon shift oso... haha!! coz tmr i afternoon ah... den happie liao...
and i thot this person will at least say hi to me when he pass my counter... but he nv... haiz.. disappointed... i think he din even notice tt i am thr oso... forget it...
i already forget the feeling of how happie is like lerx... tt feeling nv cum to me since david left...
i have learnt to put his name into the recycle bin... but i have not learnt to empty my recycle bin... if 1 day i can say..."david? sounds familiar... whose tt?" den i have succeed...
but sometimes this folder name david will be restore for a while and den put back to recycle bin agn...
and rite now i am turning into another path in my life... which many of my frenz are going to scold me and ask me y i becum like tis.... so u guys think i wanted to? sorrie to say... i am forced by the environment and pple ard me... so to conclude... frenz.. u play a part in the process...
but i nv want to blame anyone... its no one's fault... it is juz a natural thing...
