well.. today i took leave agn.. coz mum needs to go back for check up...
and it wasnt very gd la... they still cant confirm whether her eyes will recover anot...
den afternoon i went to parkway to take the polo tee tina help me reserve.. and the snacks i ask zi hui to help me buy from JB... erm... oso to..erhem!! see someone la..
but tt someone sort of disappoint me la.. coz i thot she will be very happy to see me.. but i dun think so lor.. and she did tell me tt today she going to have dinner with her fren... i din ask too much abt tt la..
but when i saw her fren... i sort of get angry.. dunno y oso la..
i means.. since she say is fren .. so be it lor.. juz frenz... but the gal i noe de lor.. is a full timer last time used to be at parkway de.. now transfer to other place liao.. and she wear until quite sexy and busty today la... she juz stand at the counter thr talk to alicia...
from last time i dun like the gal's attitude la... so mayb she spoil my mood today lor...
i think i shld imagine tt i dunno her number.. dunno anything abt her..
perhaps.. like this my life will be much more easier and happier...
coz its like... i was too happy to get her number.. and i hope tt everytime i saw an incoming msg it will be she who is msging me... and it leads to great disaapointment this few daes...
it seriously hurts... i haven been so hurt for a very long time liao... in the process of healing.. i dunno wad worse will happen...
i really hope tt she dun hold someone elses hands in front of me... i hope she wun tell me she is attach... thr is lots of "i hope"... but i think all these will be a experience for me to go thru in order to mature and understand sometimes things are not within ur control and u can only learn to let go... move on...
