oh god... my heart is really very very pain now... nobody can ever understand this kind of pain..
in the bus when cuming back from wrk.. she msg me.." u stomach pain ah? dun anyhoweat and dun drink cold water.. take care ah.." sound so sweet...
back to home.. she ask me i like my fren izzit? so i lied and say yah..
so i ask her whether she gt gf... she ask me to guess.. so i say...i dunno... she reply have...
my heart drop... tears roll down... but i replied.."icicx.. gd lor.."
so she ask.."y gd?" and it is really lame for me to reply her this qn... so i juz say.."gd means gd la.. " she say.."chey.. i thot u like me.."
i think very long den reply.." wad will ur reaction be if i say i like u?"
ali:"i want to know the answer"
sy:"ya. i like u."
ali:"wow..tats so cool"
and it continues to hurt me... but her tone is so kidding.. she dun feel tt she have hurt me...
until she say.."anyway,,, i juz broke off with her not long ago.. now i like another ger. u realli like me ah?why?"
i seriously think she short circuit lor.. i already heart pain until cant breathe liao.. still wan me to reply this kind of qn... wtf...
she can still say "cya on sunday..smilez.."
i already dunno how to face her lor.. act as normal? like we have not come across this topic at all? or avoid each other? both will be damn weird... haiz... regret telling her all this nonsense...
hurt badly on a sunday juz before my bday wk... wad the hell...
now whr gt mood to celebrate sia... haiz....sadz till cnt sadz anymore further...
