i think this is my most guai weekend liao, never jio frenz to go out... haha!! stayed at home for saturday and todae...
one thing is saturday i woke up late, 3 plus in the afternoon.. den no mood to go out liao.. dinner settled at home = maggie mee... sianz... coz din really wanna go out, den mum not very willing to cook.. so, maggie mee lor...
todae wanted to sleep a bit later also cnt... lao pa pull my blanket... ask me to wake up... yawnz... went joo chiat for breakfast agn, but not prawn mee, is wanton mee... gotta wait for 40 mins even more yawns can... alamak, sleepy sia.. but dunno why, after i eat i got so energised that i dun felt slpy anymore.. on the way home, vincent msg me sort of chat chat a bit lah.. yea... chat lor... asking me how was zouk... lolx...
yea, thats my day, dun think will be going anywhere later, the weather simply piss me off, SO HOT!! and train is gonna be squeezy, shopping centres filled with crowd, restaurants with long queues... one word to describe -> SIANZ...
reason y i din wanna get up todae is becoz i am dreaming... i had a gd dream... dream of her agn.. with her in my dream is always sweet.. but hurting when awaken... cried when i wash up... this time round, i dreamt abt us working together juz like before... and how she has hugged me, its so real, coz its my precious memories with her... which will stay with me forever...
pearlyn asked me to learn to let go... yea, i know its for my own gd.. but if given a choice i really dun wanna let go, at least not now, coz i dun see any benefits for me to move on...
getting over her will let me feel empty... i hate being empty... she has occupied a part of my heart and almost all of my mind... i know i sounded stupid i know i sounded idiotic... but yea, i'm crazy over her... tts me... accept me for who i am... dun criticise me, if u cant do that, pls leave my world, i dun need ur criticisms to enlighten me.
and for her, yea, u said before that u wun compete and compare with others, becoz u noe u r the best... yes, u r... but no matter wad, treasure ur love ones, and the one who loves u pls... dun wait till they leave den u realise 好不好? by then, everything is over and its not gonna be the same as before anymore...
下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜爱你
困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口也
让我精神腐朽
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我变
成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺