ytd late afternoon after my nap, i feel my body so warm! and went to get my thermometer to measure my body temperature... 38.5 C !! omg... i running fever ... dammit... and after tt i started to cry... coz i am really feeling not well, body aching like nothing... and my parents are quarelling~ wad a sad moment... =( when mum see me cry den she ask me wad happen.. so i tell her " wo fa shao le"... she ask me to quickly go opposite blk see doctor...while walking i'm still crying.. juz dunno y... scare of dying? mayb lor... coz i suspected it was dengue... therefore is serious matter...
doctor after checking, he gave me a jab, to stop the pain in my stomach and stop the vomitting... the jab have coz blue black and pain on my right arm.. shit man... now my right arm is like, no energy at all lor... imagine TSY ate only 2 spoon of plain porridge ytd!! omg... really can die... when i stand up i simply have no strength to support myself and i fall down... the doctor gt to help me get up and i slowly walk out to take my medicine... tts how weak i am ytd...anyway, the doctor also suspected dengue... but he ask me to rest at home and to take his medicine till wednesday and see how 1st, if fever still continues, den thurs he will have to do a blood test for me... I DON WANT!! haiz... y all these muz happen to me... y y y??
vincent say he will cry if i really die... of course u will.. coz tt means ur only listener is gone forever lehz! pek kim 50 dollars not enuff lah.. at least 200.. lolx...
if i really die, its still not the end of the world ... but it will definitely be a very sad thing to alot of pple... my parents, my good buddy vincent... and who else? i really cant think of any... mayb my shi fu pearlyn? coz nobody will be there to entertain her and let her irritate anymore? seriously i have no idea... i also have no idea y am i talking about this now! i mean .. really lor... we wun noe when will we die... the next second? next hour? next day? all these are too sudden.. especially for teenagers and young adults... when they havent experience the everything in life... its such a pity for them to leave... some may wanna earn the 1st million... but din have the chance not becoz they dun have the capability, but they are not given the chance to do so and god took them away from this world... some may wanna marry to the one they loved so much, but fate played them out by taking their loved one away 1st.