accounting is definitely not my cup of tea... it has been a week plus in EGL finance, and i am sick, as in physically and mentally. sianzZz...
i hate doing filing... i hate tallying account numbers, preparing cheques, checking investment status and a lot more... haiz..
its time for me to grow up and face the ugly side of this life... working is so miserable... when studying, feel that teachers are irritating... now working.. i find that bosses are even more irritating lor! bloody shit~
i'm used to being a mummy girl, now no choice i got to admit this... and i'm so not use to doing things i dun like, in the past, i juz gotta say i dun wan to do, and no one will force me any further.. now imagine i say dun do, i guess they will ask me to get lost immediately... sobx sobx...
i have been ill for the past whole week.. finally went to see doctor, and got a conclusion, that is, i cant work in front of computer for long hours... especially tallying excel sheets.. coz i got migrain.. and will suffer from very bad headache... the carpet there causes me to have difficulty breathing.. becoz of dust... WAHAHA!! yea, i'm a very weak person... and therefore, doctor wrote a letter saying i'm not suitable to work.
i signed a 2 month contract with recruit express, was so frighten that they ask me to compensate their losses... but doctor say i can fight the case. coz if anything happen to me in the 2 months of contract, they will have to be responsible for it. And i can have fainting attacks anytime... lolx.. sounds a bit scary i know... and doctor did scolded me already...
yea, i promise him i will learn to take care of my own body.. haiz...but i still believe its fated lo.. if i were to die tmr, den i will... perhaps i will hug the person nearest to me and say my last goodbye bah...