everyone is asking me for my decision now... but me,who have always been indecisive, chose to keep quiet... i really dunno wat to do... =(
i wanna go uni, but i dunno to go overseas or local. Mum and Dad say they're fine with either one. Sis prefer me to stay in sg, brother say he will support my final decision. So, now its all up to me. buti also have a choice to start work after poly. And take up part time courses too. haiz.... what am i suppose to do? i'm so troubled. =(
help me,... time is running out... i know i cant drag too long this time round... but i'm confused. Will i be able to survive overseas? will i be able to get into local uni? (excluding SIM)... haiz... shitz...
what really is my interest? i always tell others i want to further in banking and finance. But at the same time i know bankers are very stressful job, and i cant handle stress well.. So... conclusion equals to confusion.
i hate basic office routines, but i'm afraid to take risk. what else can i do? i love music for goodness sake, but sad to say, i know i cant live on it.if i were to tell my brothers that i wanna learn music, i wanna be a singer... they will probably disown me ba... to them, it juz wun sound practical enough for a teen like me. Who dun have the looks, dun have the talent, but simply the interest in music. It wun succeed forever.
God and Goddess above, pls tell me what to do bah...