people always say must think positively. But how many suceeded? *i wonder*
emptiness in me, i wish i could be like yanz, be pampered by people ard her. Of cos i know she has her own set of probs now with pple "over" concern her. But, as compared, i think mine is worst ba... when people ard me see me sick coughing like mad, sneezing... no one bothers to ask if i'm ok.... i'm seriously hurt... crying madly... mum ask wat happen... i din wanna talk to her... how i wish at least someone could ask, or even msg me to ask me turn in early...
pple ard me are all backstabbers, liars, they are pple who dun care, pple who only care for other friends EXCEPT ME! i am weak, i am a girl after all ah....
i may look tough, i may look independent, but seriously i'm not... seriously i'm not~
how sweet it was when lao po say she bu she de to be angry with me... i dun care wat kind of care is that, i juz need love... i love everyone ard me, i sincerely hope that they will love me back as who i am... yes, its my fault to compare myself with the rest.. but thats my character!
but how many of u actually noe tt i cried , when i can still entertain pple on msn, when i still can joke ard when having dinner ... i hide it all inside...