von & me

me & lee

big boo to my life!
mum says if situation persist (referring to my quiet condition now), she send me to see psychologist... watever, (i will juz punch the psychlogist then)


i hate myself more, i dun hate people ard me... i hate myself for being naive, for being unable to be independent, unable to just wear a mask and hide myself frm others.


i love crowds, i love parties, i love hanging out with friends...


i hate to be alone.... i hate loneliness, yet, its all i'm getting now... i dun feel like talking anymore, dun feel like entertaining the rest...how long will this situation be? how long will it take me to recover my cheerful and loud personality? or will that ever happen?


life's too short to think for the future, and too long to think about the past...


u wun noe when u will stop breathing, u wun noe how many chances u have missed...


till the day u come to realise all these, its time to go...


turning 19 soon, will i have the chance to turn 20, 21 and so on?
晴天阴天今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门　没差别
一个人　到底应该是右边或左边
两个人　每一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人　偶尔感到寂寞在所难免
你的气味　还留在枕头边
一个人　我重新适应一切不方便
两个人　不一定就成全一个世界
一个人　关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线　过去那些情节　更明显