emo me.. haiz... wondering... why guys and girls cannot be just purely friends?
i dun need anyone in particularly to be super close to me.. cos i will get bored and sick of the person sooner or later... but i definitely need lots of friends to lighten up my life! lots of good friends i mean, i hate fake people.. pls get lost frm my world...=.=
working as promoter, i learnt a lot.. not only product knowledge, but also human behaviours.. true friends are hard to find.. and i dun totally agree that kinship is more trustable den friendship.. neither the other round.. cos diff people meet diff situations diff experience...
i just want to be a simple girl, have true friends, have trustworthy partner (be it guy/girl) i just don't wish to be hurt once more...
therefore i din wanted to step into another relationship till i know i found the right person... personally i'm fine with flings and scandals (oopz~ yea, shuying is scandalous)... cos i wun put in much feelings neither do they.. so we are just officially playing around.. LOL..
okay. lets move on to another topic of the day - hobbies
i think what makes a hobby is passion. y do i say so? cos, u need passion in reading in order to read finish harry potter rather den going into a cinema for 2 hrs to finish "reading" it, u need passion in sports to love the sun although u got sun burnt, u need passion in music to love instruments and different key tunes in order to make a perfect song of the day! u need passion in dancing in order to jump around and once a while got ur hand or leg twisted...
so what's ur passion my dear friends?
let me have a chance to share with all my dearest friends about the dream i once had...
since primary school, parents, relatives and teachers all said "shuying has a super nice voice!" yea, but i was too shy to join competition then... i am just a bathroom singer... HAHA! okay. as years past... i pick up singing as a hobby.. my dad insisted to let me join the sch choir.. as a form of training he said..yea, even in sec sch i'm also in choir (total 10 yrs lo)... i even joined karaoke contest in my sch and was awarded the winner, but so what?
i'm very sure my passion is there.. yet, my confidence is not there..
i do not have the guts to sign up for contests organised by media... i hope to join a proper vocal training class... but din have the capital to do so... haiz...
dream.... everyone has it... but not everyone will have the chance to fulfill their dream..
its going to be wasted ?? nah.. i will continue to strive! wait till i'm well prepared, and i will show all my friends my power... HAHA!
