to vincent:
have i really lose u this brudder? that day's msg izzit really gonna be the last one?
how have u been this few days? i know i'm a troublesome sister to u... but i really miss u alot... i'm crying when i write this post... cos i can't stand it anymore... i'm facing the darkest side of my life right now, and my dearest closest friend is not there for me anymore... reason is becos he choose to be a loner... whose the one who promised to lend me a shoulder when i need one? help me take tissue papers when i can't stop crying... make my day when i'm sad...happie for me when i'm pass my exams... what happened to all the sweet sweet memories and laughter we have shared?
how i wish i can be as usual call u at night, tell u i miss u before i go to bed... now nobody will mention to me " we are 天造地设的狗男女" anymore... nobody will condemn libra girls le...
some thoughts pass my mind, issit u have jiawei and gerald now, den u feel its ok to hack care me? since u feel that i will make u think of ur ex always.... haiz....
if thats really the case, i am really very sad.... very very....
projects are killing me.... making me go crazy.... helpless...
gastric is even more killer... vomitted in school....
work is ... pending? i dunno how to describe... i just noe its unfair ... so when is things fair and sqaure rite? hur hur...
and brudder, u are not there for me anymore... time to learn independency in handling things?
i think so.... yea, shall start learning soon... right now, just let me 大声的哭出来吧 .....