my life now seems so meaningless... purpose of life? my goals?? all disappear into thin air... studies... i have no confident in continuing... work is equals to no life to me... u gotta obey rules, meet requirements, deal with different types of people... everyday is juz a routine... i have no time for myself anymore... and i seriously hate this...
i'm back to square 1 after all this "happening" events tt occurred... i'm once again left with nothing... am i able to take it? i guess so.. even if i dun, who cares?? nobody even bothers abt me anymore... i'm juz a good for nothing living thing on earth... aimless, stupid, selfish...and i call myself a weakling.... i'm giving up hope on myself... goodbye world....