it really saddens me whenever u tell me about how she treats u. Becoz I believe u definitely deserve someone better. Since u already have an answer in mind, u are just trying to have confirmation from people ard u so that u know ur decision is a right one. Everytime u will say u are not good enough for her, not up to her expectations. But u did try ur best lo. Ur low self-esteem is really the killer. Leading her to juz yell at u whenever u 2 quarrel, coz she know u wun be able to explain for yourself. And u admit that u are afraid of her, thats y u choose to keep quiet. But dear, in a r/s, isn't communicating the most important and most basic element? If u can't even have that, what is there anymore to talk abt? Giving up on a r/s don mean u don love a person anymore. Sometimes, its juz all the other factors that is not right. U said u 2 are like 2 parallel lines that can nvr meet. but lets see it this way, put the 2 parallel lines tgt, it will form a very nice straight line isn't it? And that is the fact, u 2 have been tgt as a straight line ya. Can see how exhausted u are with so many commitments. Thats y it saddens me even more seeing u cry. No matter what, i'll be there for you.